Unexpected

It was very unexpected today, that you were so happy.  Maybe unexpected isn't the right word, but I was really surprised, like you were surprised that there was 1440% vitamin C in my Jamba Juice lol :D  And I wouldn't say that you being happy is a bad thing, because you being happy made me really happy too.  What's significant is, I'm not quite sure, that you are so capable of being happy that as a best friend, I would never be able to keep up with you.  What I mean is, I'm not sure if I'll be able to do the same.  Sure I can be happy, i'm not saying it's like "Oh hey, Hi." and leave it there, but man you just blew me away.  Don't worry, I really loved it :D and it really made my day a million times better ^_^.  I'm just worried that I'll never do the same to you, and to me it just somehow seems unfair and somehow, makes me an unworthy friend, which is taken to a very extreme level, which I know for a fact isn't true.  But it does make me feel bad, in a way.  Though please I want to say it again, don't get me wrong, I still loved it very much, :D and I hope you can keep smiling like that forever.  I'm just not sure if I'll be able to.