What is sleep?

I've been having insomnia for the past few nights. I believe I know why, but I don't know how to confront the problem. I also have been bugged by my morals and how low they've become. I dont want to talk about that though. I will remember that event as the most significant event of my life. I guess this is why I can't sleep. I am bothered by the actions I took and what responsibilities I have.

"Action springs not from thought, but from a readiness for responsibility. " - Dietrich Bonhoeffer

I've already accepted the fact I can't sleep, and I won't be able to. God, tonight is just a fail on sleep, just like that one other night I had last week. Just keep tossing and turning around in bed. Maybe I'm hot or cold I can't even tell. I don't remember when sleep got hard for me. I used to sleep so easily. Perhaps I really should go exercise... but I don't have the most time in the world to go do that. I should probably go do it anyway so I can also take my mind off of things. Hm Steph went to sleep.. maybe I should to. I've always been jealous at the people who can just fall asleep like it is nothing, like it is completely natural while I have to take at least 30 minutes to fall asleep and even then, I am a light sleeper. She woke me up last night as well cooking something at 3 am. Sucks.

I've been pretty busy as well so it could be stress. I just took the GRE's last Tuesday. Meh. I wish I was Tina so I could rape the reading sections. The writing was alright... I got lucky and saw that one of the prompts was the same one that I saw online the night before. Lucky me. Also I gotta get letter of recs from professors... at least from my last one and start getting my purpose of statement up and going. I am also treasurer of HKN, and so I gotta do some stuff for that too. I'm leading a circuits workshop for a headphone amplifier. Parts were shipped yesterday morning and yeah cool stuff. Anyway hopefully soon I will be able to sleep. 3 am -> 9 am is 6 hours. Sigh fml. I know some people get about this much, but I like to get 8. guess when I started sleeping? 1 am. gave up around 220 am and went to make myself a warm cup of tea. Then I am here posting away because I feel like it and I haven't touched this blog in a while.

Overall, life sucks and I can't seem to escape the things troubling me sometimes. Meh. Don't ask, don't tell.